Saturday, October 10, 2009


In the past few days, I’ve spent a lot of time thinking about how God uses our loneliness to remind us that we need Him. I think it’s a beautiful way that our natural human desires draw us closer to Him. Sometimes I think I’m a person standing alone in a crowded room. The kind of loneliness I have isn’t the kind that is solved by eating dinner at someone’s house or watching Casablanca with the girls—although both of those things are nice. The kind of loneliness I have is the soul-kind, the kind that needs another Being to know me, not my favorite color or my favorite food, but Someone who knows my very essence.

Yesterday, in the midst of a particularly rough situation, I was washing dishes and thinking about how much I wanted someone to talk to about everything at that moment. Then, I literally said to myself in my head, “Duh, Jacque, God is always here to talk to, and He always has all the answers!” It seems so silly that I have to remind myself of this constantly, that just because I don’t have someone here in flesh and blood doesn’t by any stretch of the imagination mean I’m alone in this world. Hugs are fantastic, but knowing God cares more about me than I can even imagine is indescribable. That knowledge gives me a peace unattainable anywhere else.

Bethany, Sarah, and I started the Believing God study by Beth Moore last Sunday. This is the first time I’ve done a Beth Moore study, and I love it. Bethany got the workbook before she left, so we all have “homework” that we do each day. This week, there were five statements of faith introduced that I would like to share with you. They are as follows:

1. God is Who He says He is.
2. God can do what He says He can do.
3. I am who God says I am.
4. I can do all things to Christ.
5. God’s Word is alive and active in me.

I feel like these principles are simple statements that every Christian knows, but statements that very few have given themselves the opportunity to believe. I know God is always there for me, but I feel like I’ve missed the boat on believing that He is. There are so many reasons this simple truth is the biggest truth in our lives, yet I feel like so many people I love struggle with believing it; I certainly struggle.

Philippians 4:6-7 says, “Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all comprehension, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.” My prayer for the beautiful souls surrounding me both physically and spiritually is that the peace promised when we come to Him will permeate our beings.


  1. I started the Believing God study about a year ago & let life get in the way. I should totally start it back up now! Are you watching the videos too?

  2. I didn't realize you were actually keeping up with your blog now. I just skimmed through the previous entries (even on the Internet you say a lot). Seems like you're having a good time even if there are some rough patches. Enjoy it while it lasts and make the most of it before you have to come back.

  3. Oh - and I thought of you & prayed for you as we were singing "Anywhere With Jesus" at church last night.

  4. Loneliness is a real thing, especially if you find yourself alone in your beliefs. Can you imagine how alone Jesus felt? Even the guys He taught did not get it. It was only His faith in God and His relationship with God that kept Him going. Please know I am here for you and will help any way I can. I love you Jacque!

  5. Jacque, thank you for posting this. This is something that I've been struggling with too. I'm glad God has given you a way to be an outlet and example for those around you. Thank you for your encouragement and honesty. Keep your eyes fixed on Jesus! :) Kacy